WHO AM I?!
A cry of jealous desperation,
A glass half empty in the dark,
A mask with multiple expressions
That lost the anchor for her heart.
“Yes! I would love to see you! Let’s get together soon… It’s been way too long…”
Words without the action to back them are empty… But money and distance are the killer of all relationships…
Sadly, this is the life we live. Scraping by and making promises, trying to convince ourselves there is some hope to carry them out, but falling flat on our faces and watching life take off without us in the end.
The more I grow up the more I wish I could grow young. I know that sounds weird, but I also know that most of you know exactly what I mean. I think that, deep down, we all have a little Benjamin Button Syndrome.
There are moments that I ache to the point of tears when I remember how things used to be. Will I always be that person that feels the grass is greener on the other side? Will I always be restless and impatient for change?
When I was younger I could not wait to get older. I could not wait to have more freedom, more money, and more responsibilities. Now that I am an adult I feel like I’m less free than I was as a kid.
Ironic is it not?
Life is ironic.
That is my conclusion.