Fractured

Different…

Different than what I expected

Different in ways both terrifying and exhilarating

 

I am unsure…

Unsure of how to proceed

Unsure of how to commit to the unknown

 

Guilty…

Heavy with it because you don’t know

Guilty because I know I am unworthy of you

 

Is this moving too quickly?

It feels like it has been years

But time has a way of playing tricks on me

 

What was that song again?

“Wise men say… Only fools rush in…”

Something like that… echoing faintly in my mind

 

None of this is complete….

Fractured like my thoughts

Fractured like my heart

 

Scared…

Scared because you may realize

Scared because you may see

 

I am not the person you want me to be…