Different than what I expected
Different in ways both terrifying and exhilarating
I am unsure…
Unsure of how to proceed
Unsure of how to commit to the unknown
Heavy with it because you don’t know
Guilty because I know I am unworthy of you
Is this moving too quickly?
It feels like it has been years
But time has a way of playing tricks on me
What was that song again?
“Wise men say… Only fools rush in…”
Something like that… echoing faintly in my mind
None of this is complete….
Fractured like my thoughts
Fractured like my heart
Scared because you may realize
Scared because you may see
I am not the person you want me to be…